Feel worthwhile , self-confident , zestful .

感觉值得的、自信的、充满热情的。

I was joyfully expecting my first child at the same time that my once-energetic , zestful mother was losing her battle with a brain tumor .

在我满心欢喜的期待着我的第一个孩子出世的同时我那曾经充满活力和热情的母亲被脑瘤这个恶疾击倒.

Being active and zestful meanwhile , calm makes me feel , that I am a little different from other ones .

而在保存生机与一丝热情性情的同时所学会的冷静，是让我觉得我跟其他人稍有不同的中央。